I hope you know how often I think of you. How often I wish that things were different and you were here on earth with us. Sometimes, out of the blue, sometimes not, I just cry. It can come out of no where. Always when I am alone. My heart aches, terribly. I miss you so very much. I miss the memories that we won't ever have a chance to make.
I often lay in my bed and stare at the wall. This is my view.
Silhouettes of your sister and brother are on the left and when I look directly at the wall, I see you. What I have of you remains in that tiny box.
Oh Eliza, I hope you are being rocked to sleep, and are snuggled and cuddled in heaven.
I miss you so very much. You are constantly with me. In every thought I have, I feel your presence.
So much love to you my sweet baby.
-Mommy
(Also, soooo thankful for the support from my ECFE mommies who came together to get us the plaque for Eliza)
