I can't seem to make any plans because of the fear of the not knowing what is going to happen. I don't know what will happen at my appts each week and how they will affect what we are doing, so I hesitate to make any sort of plan that we didn't already have prior to everything being so complicated.
I really need to get it together, but I really just don't know how to.
Things that are coming up - both Travis and my birthdays (which I honestly don't feel like celebrating, but I know we should at least do dinner & a cake for the kids sake, especially Amara who fully understands that its our birthdays and wants to celebrate because, that's just what you do when its your birthday), Easter and egg hunts, spring break, summertime activities for Amara that are going to fill up shortly and need to be registered for.
Need. To. Make. Plans.
Plans can change, people are flexible, people understand.
Get it through my head.
For now, Amara has a tea party to host. Planning will just have to wait some more.
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